Time passed so fast, but my heart passed the time so slow....

my heart still same like before me, still love u as well..

but u never got to know these. doesn't matter.

just wish u happy all the time and pass with happy =)

i do bless and wish for u. since we cant be back, im ok =)

i also dont know why my tears still will drop because of u. phew, looking at your picture, looking at our picture that i never deleted for any of it. hmm~ memories kill me =(

but i still will go on with my life, still will walk alone with the love that me to you.

the spirit come from there?

still the same things. I Love You.

=)

<3

long time didn't touch blog already. i had stop viewing it for 2 months, because i no dare to look back the blog.

however, today i had open back this blog. just met u for may be little times, the moments being with u is can't be describe. the feeling that i thought i had put down u, it's appear out so suddenly. that time, i just realized that seriously i still love you as much as before.

i don't know what's your feeling. but what can i tell, i love you.

the moment looking at u, i feeling it's just the things to fulfill my life. It's only u. the people who ONLY can fulfill my life. i thought i can forget everything, i thought i can let go everything. lastly, i didn't even put down a little things of u.

your appearance just had influence my whole life. the moment without u, the day just like a cloudy day without sunshine. the moment being with u, its can be describe as the sky was blue with white cloud, it's bright~ u the only can be make my life walk brighter in the future.

i hope that i still can have the chance to take caring of u, to love u, to get your caring, to get your love.

I Love You.

两个月，还是会流泪。我真的很想你，不知道为什么...

真的好不习惯这样的生活，可以再给我一个机会吗？

好想念你....

当初选择了你，我从没想过会有这么的一天，心好痛....

不过至少你比以前开心了很多...

并非是件坏事，要活得开心点！

我.....爱你.............

一天一天的过去，她却一天一天的深深呆在我脑海里。

什么忘记，我办不到，她.... 也慢慢的，也离我越远。

天意，我玩不起。只要你得到你所说的快乐，那我怎么辛苦，伤心那又如何？

值得的。

希望我们还是会有缘份的碰在一起。

一天又一天的生活在没有你的日子，就如在黑夜中生活，看不到光明。

希望你过得开心点。

=) hurt me again and again, donno what u want.

think clearly please, think wisely please, if that's what u want, just go on.

i wont stop u anymore. said i miss u so easy, suddenly change to another person when another day.. its so scary~

i also don't know why, until now, im still so miss u, im still so love u, im still so need your hugs, im still so miss the moment u smile to me....

since we are love each other, why dont u give me a chance to love u. give me a chance to get back u.

your words, hurt enuff for me. phew.

have your happy life, live with joy. =) i do wish for u always.

the feeling of miss her, it's cant decribe... what i can said is..

im totally cant let her down....

however, i still hope u are coming back to me.....

but... may be im just think too much =)

good luck......

have a good life there~

min xin...... i do need u........

=( have a safe journey over there.. i cant accompany u but i can wish for u.. everything will be alright~

it's so unfair.why just want seperate me n her into two world?
i still love u as usual as i do..
i will do well my part~
i'll still loving u...
i'll still waiting u...
the time of waiting u...
i'll still will doing something meaningful...
u had wake up me... let me found out what i really need...
future + u , the only things i need in my future......
<3 u

just hope u can understand. =)

look clear.

phew~ she might had forget me~ i trying to control myself not to text her...

scare to disturb her life~ but just now when i went to capitol , i saw a girl 90% look alike her~ phew... i dunno is that her or not, even though no dare to look at here...

at the end heard her voice and i just got it its not her, is i think too much..

she does enjoying her life well without me.. and i think i should disappear from her life too~

im useless, cant get her heart. its what i deserved to get. i will tried my best to put down all~

by the time, i do wait u, until u have ur new 1~

=) have a good time and enjoy ur life~

i'll bless for u..

hmm.. anyway, lastly do know its the end of us.

i will tried my best to accept all these stuff.

may be now not, may be future yes.

wish all the best for your future.

however, im now yet single while waiting for u until the time that i can wait.

do wish u still can come back to me anyway, i'm welcome u anytime.

because of my love to u is much than my words. and the words are doesnt mean anythings.

i do prove for u, now, future.

I LOVE YOU!

still cant believe until now she still thinking like this one....

even though i do still so heart her, but she just give me a disappointed things....

hope she will have the better one that wont quarrel with her one...

i failed to get her heart ady... =)

wish next generation de us will be better than now! =D

thanks for giving me so much sweet memories ever!

i do love u till the day i numb!

hehehe <3

time passed so slow..... so slow.... i do still miss herrr.........
arghh.... driving alone back melacca from kl......
so wish to have her beside me to talk with me to avoid i feel sleepy... thats what she did always when we driving no matter where we go, what we do....

anyway... may be its the end for her about us.... for me... i do wish it's just a nightmare for both of us..... after a certain time.. there will be nth for us....
anyway.. i do wish u are enjoying ur life now... wish to see the happiness of u... then i gonna promise what u want.... u want i disappear from your life.. bout this... im very sorry... i couldnt forget u.....

even u are saying the hurt words for me... but i also duno why la... i do din feel angry bout u also... because i do love u so much.. so whatever u hurt me.. i also still the same at there loving u....
even u said im act out all these.. but thats the truth... im really lost my way without u....
u should knew that, after my form 5 life.. it's just be with u... im pass all the things also think u at the first...

suddenly u are stay away from me... i really couldnt accept all these kinda of things.... but since like what u said.. ask me to suit my life...
fine.. i will gonna do it.. but not without loving u.. is let the love to u become 麻木...
then i think all the things will be gonna fine.......

pass ur life happy de... i do wish for u always....
since i really hope u are my true first love also the last of my last true love....
but the decision also at ur hand....

i miss you.

what i can do i had do for u...
next, is depends on how u think and how u gonna do...
i do hope that u can give me a chance to prove that im ur dream boyfriend..
will my action prove to u everything.
even though, until now.. im still the one who take the promise.
i din even look for an eye for a girl.
as well as i known for now, im the people who love u till the max.
i only hope u give me a last, LAST chance.
i won't use talk to prove things for u anymore.
i will use my action to prove to u.

i love u.

2 weeks plus, no matter how tired am i...
at last i also fall asleep for no more than 4 hours.. totally insomnia...
she is the first girl, the first girl that can make me feel so.... so important for me!
argh, lost her news, her heart.. totally lost up my way..

i do miss u much, i hope u can get it...
regret so much for my being, but i just want to end up to let u know that, im still miss u much here.
but i shall knew that, what i wait is useless and equal to 0..
i just cant know that.. so fast u ady have the 1 who wish u take care of u..

i still very miss u.....
=(

hard to trust that..

until now i still can't accept everything.

one word,just wish u to back to me.

nth more else.

i treat u as well as my future wife.

but i did know if true love gone like this, it doesnt mean true love.

i dunno what had happened~ phew~ still missing u to the max..

speechless with what u had treat me.
totally disappointed.
I'll just wait for u over here.
I won't disturb u anymore.

依然在想念她，但一句也不敢跟她说..恐怕，她又再不理我..

她，依然可以很正常的不理会..也许她不想说，但我却不敢问..每当她问，有什么事吗？我却不敢跟她说，其实我很想念你..

她可以一天都不理会我，但我却办不到，我努力的不去烦她..但到最后，还是忍不住地发些短讯给他..如果她有挂念我，为何她可以控制自己不找我呢？

也许是我想太多了吧..一个简简单单的爱情，既然变成了今天所照成的恐怖地步..

但每当我跟她聊时，她却给予我一个令我觉得她跟本不开心的感觉..我真的不知如何是好，迷失了方向..很需要他的关注和疼爱..

我对自己还有你信心..如果这问题可以被解决，之后的我们，一定是比从前快乐，比任何人幸福..我不会再次令你失望了..我已因这件事而深深的了解你..

有很多事，我知道我不说，并不代表我不懂..

我朋友如果可以影响到我，我们就不会可以坚持到现在..只有你，只有你..

只有你可以令我改变一切，令我不顾一切的为你复出..

没你在我身边的日子，真难过...

我依然守着我们的承诺..直到我的生命截止..

我可以为我们两年多的我们，放弃十多年交情的朋友..

试问你了解我对你的爱是有多深吗？

杨敏欣..我..

很想念你........

你...

是否已不再对我有任何思念？

不是说过我们要手牵手走到最后吗？=)

但我反而对你的信心是十足的..也许，有时，往另一方面来想，事实却没你想象的那么恐怖，残忍..=)

我办到了..真的..但我真的希望你也办得到，或许你会觉得到另一种感觉，但给予我...

能够给到我机会来爱你的上天，我是不会轻易的因悲伤而放弃..

也希望彼此都可以把问题给解决...

也许，这就是没得解释的.....

我爱你吧....

愿意的复出，不要求回报..

人生生活就是这样~

为什么我会爱上她呢？

因为她美吗？不 不

比她美的，何止上万个

是因为她心地善良吗？也不

好心的，到处都是

那我为什么爱她爱到那么的陶醉？我不知道

你们知道吗？

爱是什么？谁能解释？不是说爱是两个人的努力，换来的结果..

那我一个人，努力一点，再努力一点，不就可以了吗？

我努力奋斗过，也意志消深过，也得不到结果..

生命不就由人来决定吗？

但在我人生中，爱上了你..却给予我的奋斗,努力，开心，伤悲..

即使有多么辛苦，我也愿意的，敢敢的去爱..

因为我不会后悔..