就算我不想分手又怎样,
你都已经不爱我了,
那么我只有做我最后可以为你做的事是………分手吧.
我知道感情是不能勉强的,
让你辛苦的话我甘愿放手,
因为我不要看到你辛苦,
我只是喜欢看到充满笑容的你.

曾经…你是我世界里的一部分,如今我在你心中却什么都不是…

或者

你那已经变了的心,
我还可以改变它吗?
可以的话,
我一定会挽留你

或者

我那颗曾经给过你温柔的心将不复存在,
因为你的不爱,
所以我的心因你而碎裂了.

不敢再爱了~

Just now i disturb her even said her much again... Haih.. But i really feel so hard to accept that actually she is really happy for now... Or just the only fake laugh and smile to others..

But no matter how... i still couldn't face that things that happened on me...

Argh.. u do give me hope and give me confident that u will come melacca find me again... u left ur things here, i really wish that u really only dun wan choi me or wanna give me a BIG BIG lessons.... But it just wish.................

Sorry for letting u feeling im so disturber again... But i share my everything with u... Only with u... Just now went to eat vegetarian with mummy... Eat a little bit because my person was fully thinking of u! heart is still so down, memories is fulfill with the love on u... I really cant forget...... Cant forget...... U know.... even though u treat me like this, my love to u... Never less... sometimes, think that u really dun wan care me le.. u do till like this... but its only took me may b 5 mins to think that, after that.. everything come back as usual....

See the chat from u with your friends, it does bring me hurt~ old din go, new de din come...?

I couldn't trust that, in these 2 years plus, u really din love me? u still can like the status... are u agree with that? Hmm... as so long i know u, u are a serious girls.. wont take love as a game... thats why i will get hurted.... Last time u told me... u got the feeling of suicide... But today u wrote im the person who childish.. it does hurt me.... nowadays i have, also because of too love u...

U told me that last time, did i think u childish...? no.... i think that u are my one.. because a people can love me until so crazy.. she does care for me, she do think much because of me...

But today....because of your words, u made me touch, and i had decided to love u more and more.. who knows.. today things happens....

anyhow, i really hope we can really having a nice talk.... any problem, solve together..

having problem.. must solve, at least we do make it to the easiest way, don't just avoid for the things being happened.. i know that my bro got called u... that time ur voice is just like going to cry also.. so i never feel that u are happy with the ending by the way...

i msg u so much, is i out of control... sometimes, im just taking out the phone, press the msg that i wan to send to u.. then after finish type, closed my phone.. make it as i had send out, may be is the best way to let u feel more comfortable... i hope time can let u think clearer, who does care u more.. ur words to see in front, but can u make it? I miss ur home i miss ur home!

Last time we having big quarrel, after i do reach sitiawan.. then u and ur bro come lumut to take me... after reach ur home, u had forgot ur angry to me... why nowadays.. ur angry is never end....

Time pass and pass.. u do give me so much things.. cant just dont give up on me suddenly at now times? take your time to breath.. but why cant u just relax urself... may be u think in this way, u try to think opposite way... see what's u get... i really din lie to u.. u may try...

no people could understand me... give up? ask them 收皮....

may be for u, u also wan me to do that... but.. isit we being continue of this love, isnt will make us love u and love me more each other...?

if these time the problem is solve, i can make sure there.. we gonna love each other more.. more than b4.. 784 days i love u, u give me more 784 days i also feel its not enough for me, u give me 78400 days, even 784000 days also not enough..

因为我们今世的爱情，下世也会再从遇。互相照顾....

守护着对方..

杨敏欣，我对你的爱是来自于真心..

我知道你感受到的...

但为什么.. 你不将所有的东西讲给我听...

我愿意为你付出一切,我希望，我现在，可以睡下去...

好让我身体休息...

我要让你知道，你的坚持.. 是错误的.....

因为，很简单...

3 个字，我爱你..

就足以证明一切...

我还是那么的疼你.... 无时无刻的想着你...

<3 <3 <3.. i miss u!

whole people seem like gonna faint... 4 days ady... couldn't fall asleep, today sleep at 6am, but wake up with a shocked dream at 8 plus, forcing myself to being sleep again, lastly i wake up at 9.30~ the time is really so hard to pass..... Still can't having any meal..

I.........

Really miss you.... Need your comfort.....

How do u make it, we everyday are sms.. no matter when, where, what...

Or u had changed....... But i don't mind everything, i just waiting u....... Always.....

Even now i walk also feel no energy... But it's okay, may be i should deserve it.....

The things that i had done to her, she replied to me these..... Saw the post that b4 us until now de us....... B4, no matter what happen, u just will angry, u just will need my comfort....

Now.. u over there had your fren.... u having joy with them... But at least u are happy.....

I'm totally fail to do that.... hang out with frens, i thought i can forget the things... But it's never... It just make me think u.... Why u are so attracted me..... Because...

I LOVE YOU...

I really hope that..... u can live happily.... got anytime i din fulfill your needs? i do tried my best to give u all... because i love u with whole my heart..... u dislike this, i don't do this. u dislike that, i will avoid that... I'm not giving reason to myself... I'm just want to u know, how deep u are inside my heart.... Nobody can talk to me... so i just can write my feel on here......

Yong Min Xin......

Dear.......

i very like to call u baby~ because u call me babi~

i like to call u babe~ because u call me bibu~

i changed for u, try to imagine back b4 de me.....

And now de me....... Seriously it's totally different....... My target is only for u.......

Even how my friend look on me, i don't care at all.... They said i 重色轻友.....

I don't care these, rmb u told me u rather me 重色轻友... Yea, i make it for u.. Stop go kl, stop go find my fren... Just they come to find me, or meet up at kt.....

U need freedom... But u closed my freedom... I don't mind....

Because i know.... u just care for me.. u just want to control me for my own good...

U are a very good girlfriend, it's too perfect for me.. Even my parents also din care me as much as u did.... I really hope, i can get back ur care... ur news, ur loves.. ur guide.. ur voice....

I miss u so much...........

Feel to give a dot to myself....

But i hope i can see u.. it's make me feel... The loneliness.... i almost couldnt hold anymore.....

I need u......

我们....可以重新开始吗.... 你曾经在我们分手时要求我重新开始.. 不到几分钟.... 我也答应了...

因为我知道.. 你对我的重要，你让我尝试去爱，为什么你现在可以因为挫折而放弃？

给自己一点时间.... 给自己一个让我好好的照顾你的机会.....

我会做到最好的给你....

就算要重新追过你，我也很乐意！

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even tears also don't want to change sleep for me... Sleep, please give me some...

3 days din eat things, my stomach fill with water, water and water.. mummy ask me eat, ok la.. dun wan she worry ma, ma eat loh, after eat a little, vomit out the things. I'm so sorry for them, make them disappointed..

Suddenly think that, the sit up that u ask me to do, after that time early of april u come to find me, u scold me very lazy to do sit up and pumpin. But, i do make it afterwards, my target come back to hometown also because of wanna success ur target on me. I do well everyday, but i din tell her, i told her i lazy, i din do.. But what i want to give her is suprise.. She did not know.. Why sometimes we make somethings for them, they couldn't know.. they just use their mind to control their love.. not with the feel..

The suprise, i really hope she do get it.. but its hard then i go pick a moon. everyday fren ask me to hang out, ya they do well in their part. but i totally disappointed them, until they scold me.. so what? i'm wanna less their worries, but i really can't less a secs of thinking her.. i use my mind to control, but i'm out of control.. I'm really out of control.. Not i really want to disturb u to letting u calm down, but it really.. without sms u, fb msg u. i really dunno who can i share my things with. Sorry....

U said im 烦, but in other way u know im just trying to msg u, hope u could reply me.. hope can get the msg of u to call me Bii..

躺着，就会看见你躺着对我微笑的样子，躺在我怀里就像个宝宝的样子..

好甜.......... 好甜.......... 但...... 嗨.......

整个人都没力了，哭到眼睛也快跳出来..

信任，我虽然给不到。但，我对得起我良心。我知道我没做，我就不可以认..

一旦我做了，你说我，我立刻认。这我们也试过...

我会尽我所能去挽回这份爱情，我希望你可以给我一个好可以让我们重新开始的机会。

我过分，我骂你，是因为我在乎你.. 我吃醋，是因为我喜欢你..

发呆，是因为想念你.. 伤心，是因为不想失去你..

虽然如此，我华语也进步了不少，从不会变到只少会一点.. 在这里多看报子，都是因为要认识更多的华语字，可以看多一点你有时会send给我的note that contain 华语字..

你，随时随刻都出现在我闹钟，让我对你的感觉还是依然不变..

我不觉得我选了你是个错误，反而让我觉得，你是我不可失去的人。

每天得不到你消息，真辛苦... 又担心...

你突然的不理我了，让我觉得，这世界再也没有意义了..

你对我的影响力太大了..

睡眠！快点来找我...

好想念你，好想见你... 但却怕我会更伤... 心好重...

下个礼拜会去KL庆祝朋友的生日，只是吃顿晚餐... 目的也希望可以见到你，看着你，跟你说一声我爱你.. 真的不想失去你，短短的几天，却拿了我像几世纪的时间。

I miss u, Yong Min Xin..

I love u , Yong Min Xin..

I do want to marry u as my wife..

I do want to take care of u as my angel..

I could promised to take care over u forever..

I could promised to love u not only this generation, but also next generation..

She needs time, freedom, happiness..

Time i can give, freedom i can as well as she tell me, happiness is the most important for her.

Impossible i can because of her happiness and i do let her do anythings that she want..

because i do care for her, do love for her.. since i had knew that u'll hate me..

It's a mistake, but it really take me a big lesson.

I do know i can rather give up of friends to change u. May be many people said im having a stupid being, but who care? the stupidness of me to her, as long as she could feel it then i feel its enough.

But, sometimes she couldn't feel that i'm care for her, she just thought i'm angry for her. Actually i'm didn't, and i won't, u the one who i love, i din sayang u, i can sayang who wor?

In these few days also can't sleep well, used tears to change my sleep.

3 days le, i din even eat enough half bowl of rice, and this time i really know its very serious. You told me you rather see i no face to others, but got face to u. But i do, sometimes the work i make to u u couldn't feel it de... =( but if i purposely let u know means we are showing u, not doing to u with our heart.

True love won't gone.

Anyhow, i hope u could take your time then think properly once again. I really learn a lot of things from u. And i really wish that u could think for me.. At my side, i had think at your side and i feel regret that kinda msg from myself. Regret but i'll recieve it and make it as my lesson. The red shirt that u given to me, if u wish, 2 months, i can make it in 2 months. Seriously.... I won't take your words as kidding anymore. I'll do everything for u with all my heart.

Hopefully the time can help u to calm down yourself.

I hope u could give me a call or text in soon. I do need u so much.

I do put all my heart in our relationship.

我也想了很清楚，如果你肯原谅我，我要在我身上刻下你名字！让你永远永远的陪着我做任何事情，我真的很想念你。

我也希望你可以把它当作一个在我们爱情里需要经过的挫折，一旦过了，我们肯定会比任何人幸福快乐的...

相信自己，也相信我未来可以带给你的幸福。

我会给你的幸福，一定会比这世上的人多。

我爱你，比我想象中的还要深。

杨敏欣，我爱你... <3

我希望你可以叫回我 Bii!

Couldn't sleep....

The heart of without u is cant be let me to continue my journey.

I can't lost u, since the day we start together.......

We had promised each other to leaving somethings to show to each other if each other request to break. Argh we din make it.... Regret so much.........

No matter how i'm, who am i, where am i, my heart also having the only u, Yong Min Xin.

I'm very very sorry. Seriously it's my mistake to do that. But i really don't know the things was came so worst. Seriously, when i'm feel so dumb, i just simply type out the things. But it's not the truth. You are the one who understand me the most, impossible u don't know about it.

Between our relations, they are no knowing others girl even having chat except.... coursemate for assignment......... the loyal of my love to u u couldn't know? it's impossible......

no matter how long, i also will wait for u.... cz i really love u very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very

very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very

MUCH!!!!!

I really miss u so badly... don't u?

=( we had passed so many things to being together and so long....

why u just can look it gone so easily.........

i knew im over to u.......

but in this 2 years plus....... when did i 无理取闹.....

i purposely make it..... but i had knew its a mistake!

u had make me changed a lot, changed mature.....

u are my everything....... everything...............

i love u...............................

i can't lost u Yong Min Xin..............

Don't.........

Don't........

Once Again I Tell U, I Love U Badly!

Sudd have the hard feeling from here, i knew that i had did wrong something to make u feel uncomfortable. I'm really sorry for u for din take care of your feeling well and din understand that u are in sick. But from this 779 days we being together, we had passed so much things. Never of these 779 days im lack of love to u.

These few days from ur reaction i had got that u seem like don't wanna care me at all. And i'm just dunno how to tam u. May be im a failure bf ever for u, but what i want to tell u is, my love to u is never change and couldn't change. Without u, i really dunno how to continue my life. May be my words just like kids being, but i just out from my true heart to care for u, and like u told me, u must find quarrel with me to get back me to acc u. May be i also have that thinking, im really sorry.

I said so much also for ur own good, if i didn't care for u, why did i need to say so much nonsence to interrupt u. I'm here to let u know that im really care for u. Today early in the morning i'm having 3 bad dreams. The cry making me head dizzy and goes back to lay then having the 3 bad dream. It's can means that u are the one who the most important ever in my life, i don't wanna lost u. I couldn't accept that. Since we are having problem, we must try to solve it. Is i useless, din understand and try to do so. I'm feel so sorry for u.

KT , my hometown. The horrible place for me, why is it we will quarrel always when i'm at my hometown. I do care for u over here everyday. Try to get more $ to get u something, to make u happy. But i scare it will too late, im stupid its okay. I just don't wanna lose u!

Once again, i'm gonna tell u that U are not gonna disappear from my heart and my life forever.

Since the day we being together, u are being my future partner. I had make it so, did u? I really want to know your feeling! sometimes i rather u scold me for however also dun wan u just silent and giving me a smile. it make me think more.....

I LOVE U , Yong Min Xin.

Without u, i can't continue my journey of my life.

U are the one who control my happiness and sadness.

I need your hugs and kiss BADLY.

I love U my dear.

<3 <3 <3 <3