time passed so slow..... so slow.... i do still miss herrr.........
arghh.... driving alone back melacca from kl......
so wish to have her beside me to talk with me to avoid i feel sleepy... thats what she did always when we driving no matter where we go, what we do....

anyway... may be its the end for her about us.... for me... i do wish it's just a nightmare for both of us..... after a certain time.. there will be nth for us....
anyway.. i do wish u are enjoying ur life now... wish to see the happiness of u... then i gonna promise what u want.... u want i disappear from your life.. bout this... im very sorry... i couldnt forget u.....

even u are saying the hurt words for me... but i also duno why la... i do din feel angry bout u also... because i do love u so much.. so whatever u hurt me.. i also still the same at there loving u....
even u said im act out all these.. but thats the truth... im really lost my way without u....
u should knew that, after my form 5 life.. it's just be with u... im pass all the things also think u at the first...

suddenly u are stay away from me... i really couldnt accept all these kinda of things.... but since like what u said.. ask me to suit my life...
fine.. i will gonna do it.. but not without loving u.. is let the love to u become 麻木...
then i think all the things will be gonna fine.......

pass ur life happy de... i do wish for u always....
since i really hope u are my true first love also the last of my last true love....
but the decision also at ur hand....

i miss you.

what i can do i had do for u...
next, is depends on how u think and how u gonna do...
i do hope that u can give me a chance to prove that im ur dream boyfriend..
will my action prove to u everything.
even though, until now.. im still the one who take the promise.
i din even look for an eye for a girl.
as well as i known for now, im the people who love u till the max.
i only hope u give me a last, LAST chance.
i won't use talk to prove things for u anymore.
i will use my action to prove to u.

i love u.

2 weeks plus, no matter how tired am i...
at last i also fall asleep for no more than 4 hours.. totally insomnia...
she is the first girl, the first girl that can make me feel so.... so important for me!
argh, lost her news, her heart.. totally lost up my way..

i do miss u much, i hope u can get it...
regret so much for my being, but i just want to end up to let u know that, im still miss u much here.
but i shall knew that, what i wait is useless and equal to 0..
i just cant know that.. so fast u ady have the 1 who wish u take care of u..

i still very miss u.....
=(

hard to trust that..

until now i still can't accept everything.

one word,just wish u to back to me.

nth more else.

i treat u as well as my future wife.

but i did know if true love gone like this, it doesnt mean true love.

i dunno what had happened~ phew~ still missing u to the max..

speechless with what u had treat me.
totally disappointed.
I'll just wait for u over here.
I won't disturb u anymore.

依然在想念她，但一句也不敢跟她说..恐怕，她又再不理我..

她，依然可以很正常的不理会..也许她不想说，但我却不敢问..每当她问，有什么事吗？我却不敢跟她说，其实我很想念你..

她可以一天都不理会我，但我却办不到，我努力的不去烦她..但到最后，还是忍不住地发些短讯给他..如果她有挂念我，为何她可以控制自己不找我呢？

也许是我想太多了吧..一个简简单单的爱情，既然变成了今天所照成的恐怖地步..

但每当我跟她聊时，她却给予我一个令我觉得她跟本不开心的感觉..我真的不知如何是好，迷失了方向..很需要他的关注和疼爱..

我对自己还有你信心..如果这问题可以被解决，之后的我们，一定是比从前快乐，比任何人幸福..我不会再次令你失望了..我已因这件事而深深的了解你..

有很多事，我知道我不说，并不代表我不懂..

我朋友如果可以影响到我，我们就不会可以坚持到现在..只有你，只有你..

只有你可以令我改变一切，令我不顾一切的为你复出..

没你在我身边的日子，真难过...

我依然守着我们的承诺..直到我的生命截止..

我可以为我们两年多的我们，放弃十多年交情的朋友..

试问你了解我对你的爱是有多深吗？

杨敏欣..我..

很想念你........

你...

是否已不再对我有任何思念？

不是说过我们要手牵手走到最后吗？=)

但我反而对你的信心是十足的..也许，有时，往另一方面来想，事实却没你想象的那么恐怖，残忍..=)

我办到了..真的..但我真的希望你也办得到，或许你会觉得到另一种感觉，但给予我...

能够给到我机会来爱你的上天，我是不会轻易的因悲伤而放弃..

也希望彼此都可以把问题给解决...

也许，这就是没得解释的.....

我爱你吧....

愿意的复出，不要求回报..

人生生活就是这样~

为什么我会爱上她呢？

因为她美吗？不 不

比她美的，何止上万个

是因为她心地善良吗？也不

好心的，到处都是

那我为什么爱她爱到那么的陶醉？我不知道

你们知道吗？

爱是什么？谁能解释？不是说爱是两个人的努力，换来的结果..

那我一个人，努力一点，再努力一点，不就可以了吗？

我努力奋斗过，也意志消深过，也得不到结果..

生命不就由人来决定吗？

但在我人生中，爱上了你..却给予我的奋斗,努力，开心，伤悲..

即使有多么辛苦，我也愿意的，敢敢的去爱..

因为我不会后悔..

心已碎了..

不敢再爱下去..或许你会找到更好的..

没了我，你更快乐..

是时候放手了..

怕我再爱得更深，也是我一厢情愿.

不必再为自己而掩饰..

既然你不想这爱情巨细..那我们就分开吧..

也许这是我们的缘分已决..我会活得更好的..

既然我的缠着,是如此令你反感..

我决定放弃，至少，你会比从前快乐..

我或许不是你的真命天子..你可以找到更好的..

如此的爱情，就算我几努力..

也没用了..因为一支手是永远的拍不响..

累了..彻底绝望..

今世做不到情侣，希望来世可以重逢..

我已尽我能力了..怕了...

时间可以冲谈一切..

也有了我的自由..也许这样是最好的解决方法...

刚才又错过了跟他聊天的机会，真是失去那可以联络你的机会...

但我真的陪不到你... 因为，胃痛,又在发作..但这一切，不想告诉她..怕她会对我反感了..怕她觉得我在拿同情的理由..痛到在床上，起不来。但无所谓，这也可好让我的胃小些些..其中一个减肥方法？没有啦...是吃不下...但我跟你在一起时，我都把其实我可以吃得下的食物都拿给你..不想你饿到~所以每一次你来找我，我都不介意我自己的肥瘦，只是...要你吃好，住好..多贵的食物不是问题..

我不一切的照顾你周到，也是因为上次你跟我住，我让你饿坏了..我再也不会重犯...跟你吃东西最喜欢的是可以看到你吃很多很多...一脸吃东西的你，却不知道，我心是多么的开心..我们吃东西时，我一直会问你，要吃这个吗？那个吗？=）都是想你吃肥点..但你现在有个那么好的表哥，带你去吃好料，真好~

我却现在对肉也反感了..天天都喝汤还有吃几口饭，但是我够了..刚才还拿妈妈煮给我吃的汤偷偷的倒掉,不要她担心..掩饰到我也可以去做演员了..不想朋友们，家人..都担心，对不起我骗了你们...你，我却不懂，你一向来都那么了解我..但如果你问我，我也会选择不跟你说，不想再添上压力给你了..大哥，二哥，弟弟都很关心我，谢谢你们，谢谢你们的关心..我没办法，也要骗..对不起，我不是有心的...我接受到你们的关心....

但我最希望的，当然是她的问候，她的关心...

刚才在我wall,放了英文歌，但我却没去听，我听华语歌！要学习唱歌，有些在车听到的歌，觉得很有意思，歌要播完时都回特意把车停下，听听那DJ会讲刚才播的是什么歌..但我华语很烂，却每一次都听不到！真是没用，想要问朋友，又怕他们说我..但不要紧，我会慢慢的去学华语的..我fb换了密码，那密码你也懂的..只是，真的不惯，还是一样..一打开fb，我还是会type "***********" 这个密码..我已提醒自已，还是一直忘记.. 我真的太爱了..

掩饰，很辛苦..我要你回来,不用再掩饰了...

但这一切，太难了....真的真的很爱你..现在的你，是否开心吗？

如果你不是，就回到这里..我还是那么的爱你，疼你，等待着你..

每天麻醉自己，还是不可以没你的日子..不是时间问题，而是我对你的爱..还是那么热..试问要怎么去适应，跟本想也没想.....也不想去要拿寂寞的生活，我要你的讯息，声音...即使是你骂我的讯息，我也甘愿，好过你对我的冷酷，不理会..

你....已让我成长..让我了解原来没了你的日记是我跟本承受不了的日子...

我会给你幸福，快乐，空间..但时间..

好想念你的声音...

看见你的微笑，也让我心软下来...

我爱你.....

杨敏欣...

不想看见你不开心....

我自私，是因为我爱你，不给别人夺走...

相反的，如果你自私，我可以为你的自私而不去认识任何人..

你是我的未来，你是我的永远..

有得必有失，我了解..什么要求我也可以答应...

只要你回到这里，一切都是值得的....

<3 <3 <3 你............

睡得甜吗？有想我吗？

刚才她回我，但一切都像一场梦~

我掩饰了，为什么她回我？或许上天玩弄我吗？还是...叫我不要轻易放弃...

其实，我并非那么坚强..外表已购憔悴，心灵跟是脆弱..我不向别人诉苦，因为我不想他的名子臭..但她彻底的误会我，以为我讲她坏话..其实，我在朋友还是任何人，我并没讲你半句坏点..我是要他们了解，我爱你..我做错了，要挽回这份爱情..只是你，不让我有个理想的解释..试图我如何接受？但一方面，我也希望，你给我的理由，是真的..不要介意他们所说的话，因为在爱情里，跟本没有谁对谁错，只有谁珍惜谁，谁不珍惜谁..

我刚才，得到了许多安慰，但全部都对我无效。最终，我还是放不下你..刚才的讯息中，你说你没背叛，我想也没想，我相信你..我朋友说我傻的，睡觉不要睡，捏带自己。但试问，他们懂我对你的爱有多深？没人理解我。包括你，你叫我过得开心点..说我没了你，还是可以活下去..我刚才说要打dota,也是因为要掩饰，让你觉得，没了你，我一样可以生活。但你错了，我骗全世界的人，却骗不了自己..

我真的太在意这份爱情，一点舍得的心也没有。去club?一点兴趣都没..跟他们说我要喝酒，也是偏出来的..也许，单单喝酒在家，我可以接受。但我依然不喜欢去club,因为我有了教训，我还是沉诺着我们之间的答应..我不理会他们怎么想，我只在乎你..我傻，我真的一点所谓也没有，因为我是真心的..既然如此，我宁愿傻傻地爱你...我希望你可以向我看一看，其实还有一个从不放弃你的我..在等待着你..

上一次，我因为打dota,弄到我们差点分手。我很害怕，努力的去挽回，成功了，我拿到了教训，立刻把dota从我电脑删除..因为我知道，游戏并不重要，还有你比任何东西重要，甚至我自已也不足以你相比..与是，我也成功了不玩了，每天想着陪你..陪你..这一切，你也有目共睹的..我宁愿当你一辈子，听你话的Bi，也不要到今天的地步..既然在两年多年前的你，选中了我..为什么不要敢敢的去爱，敢敢的去让我照顾你..

不要轻易放弃，没有任何人可以预测明天会发生什么事，但现在的我告诉我，我的确对你的爱只日渐提高，并无降入..所以我希望你会给我一次照顾你的机会，给我一个人错的机会，跟你说声道歉的机会，还有说声.....我爱你....这三个字...这里是我为一可以表达我的真心话..

你的旧号码，我依然还很不想的去分开，因为我太太太太太希望你能回到我身边，我很需要你的关心，你的劝告，你的安慰，你的温柔，你的爱与恨..现在的我，已不是从前的我，我长大了，足以够与值得你去试试还有敢敢的去爱..不要怕没面子..面子足以对的到我们两个，就可以了..我可以忘记你的过去，我一样对你有信心，你也可以做到的...相信我..

杨敏欣，看开点，或许你会认为我们才是绝配。

有时，等失去了才会去珍惜，但我一次又一次的比之前更爱你..

我们之间的缘分，真的让我一心想要把你挽回，太多的巧合了..我们爸爸的生意，我们妈妈的年龄，我们所要表达的..都希望对方了解..不需要去讲出来..

除了你，我更不会给任何人一个爱我的机会，因为我的心，已锁在你那儿，怎么也拿不出。

我很想见到你...

太想念........

你.............

杨敏欣......

就算我不想分手又怎样,
你都已经不爱我了,
那么我只有做我最后可以为你做的事是………分手吧.
我知道感情是不能勉强的,
让你辛苦的话我甘愿放手,
因为我不要看到你辛苦,
我只是喜欢看到充满笑容的你.

曾经…你是我世界里的一部分,如今我在你心中却什么都不是…

或者

你那已经变了的心,
我还可以改变它吗?
可以的话,
我一定会挽留你

或者

我那颗曾经给过你温柔的心将不复存在,
因为你的不爱,
所以我的心因你而碎裂了.

不敢再爱了~

Just now i disturb her even said her much again... Haih.. But i really feel so hard to accept that actually she is really happy for now... Or just the only fake laugh and smile to others..

But no matter how... i still couldn't face that things that happened on me...

Argh.. u do give me hope and give me confident that u will come melacca find me again... u left ur things here, i really wish that u really only dun wan choi me or wanna give me a BIG BIG lessons.... But it just wish.................

Sorry for letting u feeling im so disturber again... But i share my everything with u... Only with u... Just now went to eat vegetarian with mummy... Eat a little bit because my person was fully thinking of u! heart is still so down, memories is fulfill with the love on u... I really cant forget...... Cant forget...... U know.... even though u treat me like this, my love to u... Never less... sometimes, think that u really dun wan care me le.. u do till like this... but its only took me may b 5 mins to think that, after that.. everything come back as usual....

See the chat from u with your friends, it does bring me hurt~ old din go, new de din come...?

I couldn't trust that, in these 2 years plus, u really din love me? u still can like the status... are u agree with that? Hmm... as so long i know u, u are a serious girls.. wont take love as a game... thats why i will get hurted.... Last time u told me... u got the feeling of suicide... But today u wrote im the person who childish.. it does hurt me.... nowadays i have, also because of too love u...

U told me that last time, did i think u childish...? no.... i think that u are my one.. because a people can love me until so crazy.. she does care for me, she do think much because of me...

But today....because of your words, u made me touch, and i had decided to love u more and more.. who knows.. today things happens....

anyhow, i really hope we can really having a nice talk.... any problem, solve together..

having problem.. must solve, at least we do make it to the easiest way, don't just avoid for the things being happened.. i know that my bro got called u... that time ur voice is just like going to cry also.. so i never feel that u are happy with the ending by the way...

i msg u so much, is i out of control... sometimes, im just taking out the phone, press the msg that i wan to send to u.. then after finish type, closed my phone.. make it as i had send out, may be is the best way to let u feel more comfortable... i hope time can let u think clearer, who does care u more.. ur words to see in front, but can u make it? I miss ur home i miss ur home!

Last time we having big quarrel, after i do reach sitiawan.. then u and ur bro come lumut to take me... after reach ur home, u had forgot ur angry to me... why nowadays.. ur angry is never end....

Time pass and pass.. u do give me so much things.. cant just dont give up on me suddenly at now times? take your time to breath.. but why cant u just relax urself... may be u think in this way, u try to think opposite way... see what's u get... i really din lie to u.. u may try...

no people could understand me... give up? ask them 收皮....

may be for u, u also wan me to do that... but.. isit we being continue of this love, isnt will make us love u and love me more each other...?

if these time the problem is solve, i can make sure there.. we gonna love each other more.. more than b4.. 784 days i love u, u give me more 784 days i also feel its not enough for me, u give me 78400 days, even 784000 days also not enough..

因为我们今世的爱情，下世也会再从遇。互相照顾....

守护着对方..

杨敏欣，我对你的爱是来自于真心..

我知道你感受到的...

但为什么.. 你不将所有的东西讲给我听...

我愿意为你付出一切,我希望，我现在，可以睡下去...

好让我身体休息...

我要让你知道，你的坚持.. 是错误的.....

因为，很简单...

3 个字，我爱你..

就足以证明一切...

我还是那么的疼你.... 无时无刻的想着你...

<3 <3 <3.. i miss u!

whole people seem like gonna faint... 4 days ady... couldn't fall asleep, today sleep at 6am, but wake up with a shocked dream at 8 plus, forcing myself to being sleep again, lastly i wake up at 9.30~ the time is really so hard to pass..... Still can't having any meal..

I.........

Really miss you.... Need your comfort.....

How do u make it, we everyday are sms.. no matter when, where, what...

Or u had changed....... But i don't mind everything, i just waiting u....... Always.....

Even now i walk also feel no energy... But it's okay, may be i should deserve it.....

The things that i had done to her, she replied to me these..... Saw the post that b4 us until now de us....... B4, no matter what happen, u just will angry, u just will need my comfort....

Now.. u over there had your fren.... u having joy with them... But at least u are happy.....

I'm totally fail to do that.... hang out with frens, i thought i can forget the things... But it's never... It just make me think u.... Why u are so attracted me..... Because...

I LOVE YOU...

I really hope that..... u can live happily.... got anytime i din fulfill your needs? i do tried my best to give u all... because i love u with whole my heart..... u dislike this, i don't do this. u dislike that, i will avoid that... I'm not giving reason to myself... I'm just want to u know, how deep u are inside my heart.... Nobody can talk to me... so i just can write my feel on here......

Yong Min Xin......

Dear.......

i very like to call u baby~ because u call me babi~

i like to call u babe~ because u call me bibu~

i changed for u, try to imagine back b4 de me.....

And now de me....... Seriously it's totally different....... My target is only for u.......

Even how my friend look on me, i don't care at all.... They said i 重色轻友.....

I don't care these, rmb u told me u rather me 重色轻友... Yea, i make it for u.. Stop go kl, stop go find my fren... Just they come to find me, or meet up at kt.....

U need freedom... But u closed my freedom... I don't mind....

Because i know.... u just care for me.. u just want to control me for my own good...

U are a very good girlfriend, it's too perfect for me.. Even my parents also din care me as much as u did.... I really hope, i can get back ur care... ur news, ur loves.. ur guide.. ur voice....

I miss u so much...........

Feel to give a dot to myself....

But i hope i can see u.. it's make me feel... The loneliness.... i almost couldnt hold anymore.....

I need u......

我们....可以重新开始吗.... 你曾经在我们分手时要求我重新开始.. 不到几分钟.... 我也答应了...

因为我知道.. 你对我的重要，你让我尝试去爱，为什么你现在可以因为挫折而放弃？

给自己一点时间.... 给自己一个让我好好的照顾你的机会.....

我会做到最好的给你....

就算要重新追过你，我也很乐意！

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3

杨敏欣，我很想你.... <3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even tears also don't want to change sleep for me... Sleep, please give me some...

3 days din eat things, my stomach fill with water, water and water.. mummy ask me eat, ok la.. dun wan she worry ma, ma eat loh, after eat a little, vomit out the things. I'm so sorry for them, make them disappointed..

Suddenly think that, the sit up that u ask me to do, after that time early of april u come to find me, u scold me very lazy to do sit up and pumpin. But, i do make it afterwards, my target come back to hometown also because of wanna success ur target on me. I do well everyday, but i din tell her, i told her i lazy, i din do.. But what i want to give her is suprise.. She did not know.. Why sometimes we make somethings for them, they couldn't know.. they just use their mind to control their love.. not with the feel..

The suprise, i really hope she do get it.. but its hard then i go pick a moon. everyday fren ask me to hang out, ya they do well in their part. but i totally disappointed them, until they scold me.. so what? i'm wanna less their worries, but i really can't less a secs of thinking her.. i use my mind to control, but i'm out of control.. I'm really out of control.. Not i really want to disturb u to letting u calm down, but it really.. without sms u, fb msg u. i really dunno who can i share my things with. Sorry....

U said im 烦, but in other way u know im just trying to msg u, hope u could reply me.. hope can get the msg of u to call me Bii..

躺着，就会看见你躺着对我微笑的样子，躺在我怀里就像个宝宝的样子..

好甜.......... 好甜.......... 但...... 嗨.......

整个人都没力了，哭到眼睛也快跳出来..

信任，我虽然给不到。但，我对得起我良心。我知道我没做，我就不可以认..

一旦我做了，你说我，我立刻认。这我们也试过...

我会尽我所能去挽回这份爱情，我希望你可以给我一个好可以让我们重新开始的机会。

我过分，我骂你，是因为我在乎你.. 我吃醋，是因为我喜欢你..

发呆，是因为想念你.. 伤心，是因为不想失去你..

虽然如此，我华语也进步了不少，从不会变到只少会一点.. 在这里多看报子，都是因为要认识更多的华语字，可以看多一点你有时会send给我的note that contain 华语字..

你，随时随刻都出现在我闹钟，让我对你的感觉还是依然不变..

我不觉得我选了你是个错误，反而让我觉得，你是我不可失去的人。

每天得不到你消息，真辛苦... 又担心...

你突然的不理我了，让我觉得，这世界再也没有意义了..

你对我的影响力太大了..

睡眠！快点来找我...

好想念你，好想见你... 但却怕我会更伤... 心好重...

下个礼拜会去KL庆祝朋友的生日，只是吃顿晚餐... 目的也希望可以见到你，看着你，跟你说一声我爱你.. 真的不想失去你，短短的几天，却拿了我像几世纪的时间。

I miss u, Yong Min Xin..

I love u , Yong Min Xin..

I do want to marry u as my wife..

I do want to take care of u as my angel..

I could promised to take care over u forever..

I could promised to love u not only this generation, but also next generation..

She needs time, freedom, happiness..

Time i can give, freedom i can as well as she tell me, happiness is the most important for her.

Impossible i can because of her happiness and i do let her do anythings that she want..

because i do care for her, do love for her.. since i had knew that u'll hate me..

It's a mistake, but it really take me a big lesson.

I do know i can rather give up of friends to change u. May be many people said im having a stupid being, but who care? the stupidness of me to her, as long as she could feel it then i feel its enough.

But, sometimes she couldn't feel that i'm care for her, she just thought i'm angry for her. Actually i'm didn't, and i won't, u the one who i love, i din sayang u, i can sayang who wor?

In these few days also can't sleep well, used tears to change my sleep.

3 days le, i din even eat enough half bowl of rice, and this time i really know its very serious. You told me you rather see i no face to others, but got face to u. But i do, sometimes the work i make to u u couldn't feel it de... =( but if i purposely let u know means we are showing u, not doing to u with our heart.

True love won't gone.

Anyhow, i hope u could take your time then think properly once again. I really learn a lot of things from u. And i really wish that u could think for me.. At my side, i had think at your side and i feel regret that kinda msg from myself. Regret but i'll recieve it and make it as my lesson. The red shirt that u given to me, if u wish, 2 months, i can make it in 2 months. Seriously.... I won't take your words as kidding anymore. I'll do everything for u with all my heart.

Hopefully the time can help u to calm down yourself.

I hope u could give me a call or text in soon. I do need u so much.

I do put all my heart in our relationship.

我也想了很清楚，如果你肯原谅我，我要在我身上刻下你名字！让你永远永远的陪着我做任何事情，我真的很想念你。

我也希望你可以把它当作一个在我们爱情里需要经过的挫折，一旦过了，我们肯定会比任何人幸福快乐的...

相信自己，也相信我未来可以带给你的幸福。

我会给你的幸福，一定会比这世上的人多。

我爱你，比我想象中的还要深。

杨敏欣，我爱你... <3

我希望你可以叫回我 Bii!

Couldn't sleep....

The heart of without u is cant be let me to continue my journey.

I can't lost u, since the day we start together.......

We had promised each other to leaving somethings to show to each other if each other request to break. Argh we din make it.... Regret so much.........

No matter how i'm, who am i, where am i, my heart also having the only u, Yong Min Xin.

I'm very very sorry. Seriously it's my mistake to do that. But i really don't know the things was came so worst. Seriously, when i'm feel so dumb, i just simply type out the things. But it's not the truth. You are the one who understand me the most, impossible u don't know about it.

Between our relations, they are no knowing others girl even having chat except.... coursemate for assignment......... the loyal of my love to u u couldn't know? it's impossible......

no matter how long, i also will wait for u.... cz i really love u very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very

very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very

MUCH!!!!!

I really miss u so badly... don't u?

=( we had passed so many things to being together and so long....

why u just can look it gone so easily.........

i knew im over to u.......

but in this 2 years plus....... when did i 无理取闹.....

i purposely make it..... but i had knew its a mistake!

u had make me changed a lot, changed mature.....

u are my everything....... everything...............

i love u...............................

i can't lost u Yong Min Xin..............

Don't.........

Don't........

Once Again I Tell U, I Love U Badly!

Sudd have the hard feeling from here, i knew that i had did wrong something to make u feel uncomfortable. I'm really sorry for u for din take care of your feeling well and din understand that u are in sick. But from this 779 days we being together, we had passed so much things. Never of these 779 days im lack of love to u.

These few days from ur reaction i had got that u seem like don't wanna care me at all. And i'm just dunno how to tam u. May be im a failure bf ever for u, but what i want to tell u is, my love to u is never change and couldn't change. Without u, i really dunno how to continue my life. May be my words just like kids being, but i just out from my true heart to care for u, and like u told me, u must find quarrel with me to get back me to acc u. May be i also have that thinking, im really sorry.

I said so much also for ur own good, if i didn't care for u, why did i need to say so much nonsence to interrupt u. I'm here to let u know that im really care for u. Today early in the morning i'm having 3 bad dreams. The cry making me head dizzy and goes back to lay then having the 3 bad dream. It's can means that u are the one who the most important ever in my life, i don't wanna lost u. I couldn't accept that. Since we are having problem, we must try to solve it. Is i useless, din understand and try to do so. I'm feel so sorry for u.

KT , my hometown. The horrible place for me, why is it we will quarrel always when i'm at my hometown. I do care for u over here everyday. Try to get more $ to get u something, to make u happy. But i scare it will too late, im stupid its okay. I just don't wanna lose u!

Once again, i'm gonna tell u that U are not gonna disappear from my heart and my life forever.

Since the day we being together, u are being my future partner. I had make it so, did u? I really want to know your feeling! sometimes i rather u scold me for however also dun wan u just silent and giving me a smile. it make me think more.....

I LOVE U , Yong Min Xin.

Without u, i can't continue my journey of my life.

U are the one who control my happiness and sadness.

I need your hugs and kiss BADLY.

I love U my dear.

<3 <3 <3 <3